Lost And Confused(Poem)

I am the seeker but I know not what I seek.

Why do I feel weaker and what makes me meek??

Am I just a friend? Is there a special spot??

An unknown bend, half cooked emotions in a smelting pot.

I (thought) was all smart and everything was simple logic.

Lost and confused, swept off with some magic.

Did I loose my taste? Or have I lost my appetite??

Cannot put matters to haste, its not about wrong or right.

Wasn't I the perfect planner? Giver of all advice.

Fate is the name of that spanner, For all dumb or wise.

After dusk I cannot sleep, my thoughts keep racing.

What cuts so deep? Why is my heart pacing??